Exam comiiiiiiiiiiing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exam……………………….when I heard that word………pheeeeeeeeeeeewwwww…………….i can feel that my head became freakishly heavy just like there is something crash on my head…….arghhhhhhh……………but 1 thing I should realize….no matter what happen….by hook or by crook I should have to face it….u know what the person that’s really worry bout me but actually not really bout me what she really worry is my result…..almost every day she call and asking me bout my study and she will make sure that I would be spend my leisure time with study….i think all of u really can assume who that person….of course my beloved mom…..erm………………arghhhhh…………….tension……coz I really hate final exam coz it will make me migraine n my head automatically became freakishly felt bad I really don’t know how to describe about it….if can, I want operate my head n wash my brain n immerse my brain in the ice. After that I’m really sure that my head would became back to the normal…..u know what, migraine will make my head became hot, besides that I can’t sleep tightly when it start attack my head….what’s my problems is I didn’t teach myself to take any medicine if I felt pain or fever. I really don’t know why I cultivate this value in my mind start from the kid…my mom didn’t teach me like this….but I luv reading n I luv in medical….so, in my conclusion….in d medicine has a drug n I know it is under control…but I realize if one day I really need d medicine but my body are not able to accept it anymore coz all of the drug or medicine that we already take b4 this would make our body immune with it….so….i think maybe I take the precaution for my future… I only take d paracetamol if I really need it just like if I have test for the next day but sometime I forget to take the paracetamol n what I have done is just let the migraine conquer my head….this is happen in this final exam…..after imaging paper, I can felt that my head a little bit heavy….but I don’t care bout it….i try sleep but I can’t….so…I continue my preparation for the next paper(design)………I try conquer for this subject coz I think this subject is so-so……meant ok r….on that nite…I’m not able to sleep…..and after around 3 a.m, I go to bed n I wake up back around 5 a.m coz I really need to make a revision b4 I walk in the exam hall…around 8a.m,after shower i make a preparation for d exam that I should seat around 9a.m….i left my phone n I go to the exam by bus…what I think on that time is just want threw out all d thing in my head with quickly then back to the hostel n continue my sleep n relax my brain…but I a little bit confuse why all my frenz didn’t go to the exam by the bus?????i try to think +ve….oooo!!!!!!! maybe they drive to the exam hall….when I arrive at DKD3…..oh my goshhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! Where is everyone….suddenly my head became freakishly heavy n I really tension with this situation….i’m lucky coz I remember my frenz’s number….when I call her, based on her voice I realize that she newly wake up…n I ask her when n where actually our paper…then she told me that….actually the paper is around 2.30 p.m at kubang gajah………arghhhhhhhh………….i’m screaming in my heart……..i’m already wasting my bed time…….i’m really felt bad….i need d bus to go back to hostel but d problem is I need to change d bus from d dragon to kangar n from d kangar to kg wai….from d dragon to kangar actually less than 45 minutes by the bus but I still have a problem on d way….one of the lorry distracting our journey n may coz the bus from the kangar to kg wai left me………I’m really upset n I should have to wait around 1 hrs…..i arrive at my room around 12p.m…after lunch I go to bed around 45minutes then wake up to attend my real test at kubang gajah……but my head really heavy n I can felt that my brain and body hasn’t enough rest….b4 I walk into the exam hall I revise my note for the last time…..after I complete my attendance n open the exam paper I smile coz I really sure that I could answer all the question coz I already study all the question….but what happen to me is I didn’t remember anything….all what I already study b4 this is gone just like I never ever study….arghhhhh!!!!!!!! u know what….i think on that time just like my brain is already attack by the pretty dangerous virus n all the memory and data in my brain is destroy n only a little bit data is left on my memory….after 1 hrs in exam hall….i really can control myself….my tears fell on my exam paper….i move from d exam hall n take my phone then call my mom…..she try to calm down me around 20 minutes….then I go back to my place n just try to answer….now I realize that I already destroy my paper on that evening….i really upset….start on that time…I became a little bit lazy…may be I felt down….i don’t know why the day is became pretty terrible but I can’t undo the time back n I should have to accept my result….i believe that I really don’t want see my result coz I’m freakishly felt bad on that paper……..to my beloved mom, norul really sorry…..i try my best to do the best but I can’t……